* of His embrace.

and when you think you've had it all-
that you've had the hardest test of strength and patience,

till you question why,
and you answer- it's unfair.


you'll come to realise His love is far too vast,


that you are not alone.
and that your test really wasnt the hardest.
that your answer may still be unfair,
but you really stop questioning why.


for today i woke up realising those, and feeling truly humbled,
by the magnitude of His embrace.


Tuesday, 30 June 2009, Penang.


innalillahi wa inna'ilaihiroji'un.

Al' Fatihah to you, Abang.


to dear Kak Ina,
and darling kids- iqah, tirah, wawa, and apai,

my prayers, heart and love; deeply.


may your family find strength and patience,
insya'Allah,
and forever be within His embrace
just as well as mine have been, amin.



my deepest love,
*Kakyah.

* the gift of love,

this is a dedication to the greatest woman i've ever known,

for an exemplary portrayal of a fighting spirit, when all that seems to life was taken. and all that means to living lost.

one may be tested once and rise,
but twice - as a mother then, and now the wife,
you truly are, our dictation of wonder.



the waterfall to my plethora sprinkles of faith,

blessed with strength and patience by the Al-Mighty and Loving, alhamdulillah,

defined an ahli jannah by loved ones both living and demised, insya'Allah,

you, my dear mother,
will always-always be in our prayers,
... , amin.



Sunday, 21 June 2009,

Selamat Ulang Tahun, Mak sayang.! =)))



* our disappointing peachy cake attempt, but chocominty ribbonlove. =)




* queen of our hearts, =)))



with love far beyond comprehension,


Happy Birthday my dearest most beloved MummyLove.!


*Munirah Binte Mohamed Sani,
on behalf of Anak² Sani (& Shimah).

* dan kami sujud syukur,

alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah.!

i have sooo much to be thankful about today, ouwh-so-much, alhamdulillah.!


i'm a very blessed kid and i earnestly pray daddy receives no less than a place in Your heaven, amin ya Rabbal'alamin.



aside the many unposted entries attributed to the emotional battles i've been fighting,
my deepest thanks to my faithful aunt and uncle for their numerous and eNORmous help- despite their own commitments and responsibilities to their family.

semoga Obek sekeluarga menerima ganjaran yang setimpalnya dari Allah swt, insyallah. =)

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and i hereby dedicate this entry to my dear cousin (whom i kept forgetting to msg today.!) for turning a year older and (hopefully) a lot wiser.! haha, insyallah yeah.


Monday, 1st June 2009.

to my superb Honorary Secretary of CTAU,


Happy Birthday AFIFAH darling.! =)))


(highlights the lady in GS bib, picture below.)



* Team CTAU (Cucu Tok Ali Union) on saturday 300509,
after winning 18-7 vs ____,
before winning 9-8 vs ____.


both madrasah(s) were good though. we're just miraculously better.? must have been Tok Ali's blessings. hah.! andd the support from beloved CTAU Mums and CTAU Boys, thankyouuu. =))


no worries, im still an IJ floorballer at heart. =)

(though im also president of CTAU, just not the netball part lah eh. haha.)



so once again,
for all of today,

alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah syukur.
segala puji bagiMu, ya Allah.


MuchLove,
*Muniii.